No 。。。

  有没有想过，if everything did not happen, would you still make the same decision? 如果没有那一次的来电，或许很多事都会更美好。忍耐，忍耐，结果还是在忍耐，互相地忍耐。If everything did not happen, would it be a lot more better for both of us? It might be. I really think that maybe it's time to make some changes, towards the good or the bad, no one knows. I once thought that what I long for was a pure heart and easy mind but in the end I find that it wasn't what I want, neither do the one I found.

Crucial talking, left to rot, why I'm always the bad guy?

  Why is it wrong to give up?

  Why is it wrong to let down and let go?

  Why is it wrong to say I'm sorry?


  怎么你声音变得冷淡了？

  是我变了，是我变了。

It's not that I fall for others or I feel bored.

I always find the question and tries to solve it.

I have always failed to.

And then I gave up.

And everyone calls me a bad guy.

For giving up.

For knowing the question and trying to solve it.


Turning off the lights, I see dreams, those that were beautiful and with future.

Everyone of them, each and everyone of them.


Too much hope and believe, every time, each and every time of it.



I had a dream,

Where I could be save and sound.

Sleep in the embrace of the goddess.

Die under the sign of sols.

Warm and full.



I don't know how to walk again, on foot.

My limbs were torn apart like chains.

Every veins were crushed into inches and inches.

I can't walk again.


Who torn  my legs?


I need some rest.



I need more dimensions to mend wounds from the past and in the past.

The situation is bad, the wounds are not healing.

Drowned in the never ending river, it is coming.