Watched Captain America last Sunday, alone. The theater was quite empty due to... whatever it was.An interesting thing about watching movies to teenagers is that usually it weren't for the movie but the make out during. Proved true whenever walked into a not so popular movie site and glanced left and right at the corner. The best sits were those in the middle yet they chose to be at the site, well you know. One of my friend used to have oral during the show, what the hell?
So in the end, it was not about it but during it.
Anyway, nicely done, Captain America, though there was a little problem while the air-carriers were attacking each other and then fall from the sky. You see that the three air-carriers were identically built, so why their targeting systems weren't acting as such? While one was targeting engines, the other two were... no idea what they were doing that long after the two of them dropped the last one can still flew for so long a time. And three carriers with anti-matter engines destroyed literally on the ground with no explosion of any sort, radiation or at least something? Well, the carriers must be so sophisticated that they can run on... nothing?
Anyway, just a movie.
Down actually.
Yves.
2014年4月23日星期三
2014年4月19日星期六
Aeroplane 。。。
There are times when you just wanted to curse the earth for being spherical instead of cubical especially when you've spent almost the whole night up just because your friends wanted to drink some mid night tea and you have to wait for their cars plus after you woke up the other day another friend gave you a big aeroplane in a very unique and special way without even a word of apology but a beautiful " 哈哈哈 。。".
Go to your Mars next time.
Go to your Mars next time.
2014年4月12日星期六
A Day for Audition 。。。
Today is my audition for the college in United Kingdom, it's blowing a storm in my head and I don't think calming them down is something easy.
A good thing to say is that the professor liked my playing and really wanted me to go but it's the same problem over and over again since... ever, Money. There're people applying for Master's Degree there too but when I heard their playing I can definitely say I'm better just by listening next door.
Interpretation, is very obvious if not from within. It's like telling a story you know nothing about.
And yet again, they are the ones able to get there, not me.
Pathetic, just like a Beethoven Sonata.
I did made a few mistakes though, lost my tempo, missed some notes. One interesting thing is on a different piano I can actually find different perspectives over the same song so what I did today was applying it on the spot and that costs me kind of a big disadvantage for doing it on the spot will actually mess up your old memory for the song. Anyway, a good lesson.
Another thing is that I've finally done dealing with what we called a stage panic thing when you're on the stage and your heart starts to go faster and faster and you're sweating everywhere. Today when I was in the room, I felt absolutely confident about what I was going to do and I don't really feel scared. I've never dream that I can do this. Interestingly, the key is to tell yourselves that whatever comes out, it doesn't matter, just go and believe in yourselves.
When I was waiting for my turn, I spoke to the head of the studio and learned some news about one old friend of mine, she stopped learning music. Just the time after we broke up. It might just be my over-imaginable thinking because the head of studio told me that her former teacher went abroad for further studies but I might have crushed a future pianist. Nothing about regrets, just feeling that I should apologize for that, but to who? Every life changes when comes in touch with one another. That changed too much, too much. The song I'm having now is 你不知道的事.
And the last thing for today, I want to save this little spot for you Honey, it has been almost a month since that thing happened, I shouldn't say that I still missed you, but I do, I really do.
Like a rose, you thorned me where my blood flew, stabbed me and brought me my doom,
But still,
Of all the things you do, you gave me the finest truth,
So now I want to tell you that,
I do not regret for letting you through.
Yves
2014年4月7日星期一
Explanation 。。。
About the weird childish behavior I have recently, maybe there's an explanation. Although unconvincing but acceptable.
Something about personalities, some are permanent, some are temporal. When faced with challenges or changes, and when it's bad, we would begin to question ourselves, what went wrong, what did we do? During happy times we develop a set of temporary personality that we assume is good and when everything goes off the track, we question then slash off the set of personality assuming that it was what destroyed everything. So now we have a hole to fill in. How to behave?
The situation was bad, so we felt bad.
Before this I actually wrote bunch of things to explain that strange behavior of mine but in the end I just felt that trying to explain them wouldn't help getting rid of them and too the situation. Time to move on, change.
It rained the past few days, it's good.
Yves
2014年4月5日星期六
Interesting day II 。。。
Again, an interesting day. Interesting feelings.
First, well, I saw her. Still the same as she used to be.
Second, I want to give a compliment to the school choir, through the years, they stayed dramatically stasis. That is a very difficult thing to do, to stay the same. Still having those same problems that lead to a not far from same end. I can't imagine that voice leaders are people who can't even read notes or find out who's going out of tune. So when your leaders are not skilled enough, your practices are just a process of reproducing not skilled enough or simply noisy music.
Third, I saw a post, and it still hurts like a freshly cut wound, blood dripping all over the place and pair of eyes staring while condemning, it was your fault.
Fourth, Life is like a Impromptu, no one knows what will happen next. As time passes, the one thing that we all learn is that actually, it doesn't hurt that much, the pain, much of it, was imagined out of a necessity to mourn and to grieve, for, who knows, ourselves maybe.
Time to sleep. Gute Nacht.
Yves.
Yves.
2014年4月4日星期五
2014年4月2日星期三
April Fool's phone call 。。。
Prologue:
Still fresh in my mind, the phone call I made exactly one year ago. 12 a.m, 1/4/2013, April Fool.
“我们还是分手吧。”
Chapter One:
Back to the very beginning of the story, it was mid spring, a foreign bird flew into the hall and some how landed in front of me.
“新生？”
“嗯嗯。”
Two weeks later, a peaceful night, the point where the ball started rolling.
"Will you be mine?"
"Yes."
"Then I'm yours forever, too."
First kiss in the stairwell, first date in the mall.
Chapter Two:
It was too soon that the smoke blinded what lied below, blazing fire. Backgrounds, feelings, needs.
How can you play the piano like this? Why don't you trust me? What do you want do in the future? Why are you crying?
It's so interesting that people can succumb so easily to lust, pure lust. Blind folded, my eyes, saw nothing but falsified peace and happiness.
Wanna try taking them off? Why don't you sleep over? Can you do oral?
Chapter Three:
By going faster and faster, finally it went off the track. Threw itself of the cliff, it was a valley full of thorns waiting below. It was winter, when everything started crumbling.
"Why he was there?"
"He's just a friend."
A party.
"I've told you that I hate people getting drunk."
"I'm sorry."
Well, there are way too many things that "Sorry" can't save.
"I'm not one that believes people so easily and I've decided that we should be apart."
"As you wish, live long and prosper."
A week later, after the mountain cooled down and she realized that,
"I'm sorry, please come back."
"Don't let that ever happen again."
Physically yes, but mentally, gone since then.
I was never back.
Epilogue:
After April Fool they never meet each other again until this day. Both thinking that they were right.
Yes, I'm right, you are wrong.
The very basic concept that killed uncountable relationships since Day One.
I wonder who made that Inception in the very beginning.
Yves.
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