The passed 2011

 It's now the month of December, after so many events and problems, after lying in the abyss of oblivion for quite a few days, I finally have the mood to think about what actually happened throughout this year.

  This year, many had died, by the meaning of "had" they are now alive again. But of course, their life is different now. A total of seven. Oh god, why is it seven every year? Can't we just get rid of the Seven Sins topic? 

Gluttony,

Sloth,

Envy,

Pride,

Lust,

Greed,

Wrath. 

  The old Sins has passed, few survived the crush, some did not.Those new comers are not qualified at all.  They are just jokes, except for some of them. Some of them are really memorable. Let's make it this way,  if we steal lives from others in order to live, some of them make a super long life spam like Digi SUPER Long Life did but some of them didn't make it more than a day. It's not about time but the quality of life.

  Future, is in pure darkness. No one will ever know what will happen in the future. In another way, anything can happen in the future. I wish to dwell in the skies of the seven seas, I wish to be embraced by the waters of the ocean and I wish to dive deep into the oceanic trench face up to see the stars in the sky. But who knows? Whether I will be dead. Tomorrow? Next week? Months later? Or never?

  Throughout the year 2011, what I did was having fun studying. Sounds weird. I am not really studying nor having fun. It's very difficult to live in a society where we don't posses the same concept of "living". It's like drinking soda when you are thirsty and eating when you are already full.

  In my lovely choir, The Great Confucian Private Secondary School Choir! It's not good to criticize others or to gossip about others, 

BUT THEY REALLY SUCKS!

Sucks not to their insability, 

Sucks not to their low self consciousness,

Sucks are to their not motivated for everything.

  They are noobs, so what? Get on practice and one day they will be the best, but none of them did. What can I say? Waiting to be dismissed? Perhaps.

How can one ever stand up if he doesn't even willing to sit down?

  And so the year 2011 passed. I am now 18 years old. I am still studying. I am still briefing. I am still alive. I am still here. Nothing special. Just a little bit older, taller, thinner, exhausted and mature. After all year long of bumping boobs, it's time to settle down and have some peace. Romantic encounters may still come but for God's sake not so often and not so many! It's fun to have but it's very tiring to control and maintain. 

  It's time to have breakfast. It's 12:54 p.m now. I am having my breakfast. Oh, interesting. Make wish that the year 2012 will be more interesting and fun! 

Meanwhile meaningful.