Again again and again 。。。
The sun rises and rose 。。。
Again again and again 。。。
Again in a lonely dark night 。。。
I sit in front of my computer 。。。
Flip through my memories to look for something worth to write 。。。
Tomorrow ,tomorrow and tomorrow 。。。
Life is just a brief candle 。。。
Tomorrow ,tomorrow, and tomorrow 。。。
Life is full of accident and co-incident 。。。
How if the message was a 24 hours earlier 。。。
How if the she din't fall asleep 。。。
How if I am able to endure 。。。
How if the song wasn't there 。。。
How if I wasn't there 。。。
How 。。。
How 。。。
And how 。。。
Things will be totally different now 。。。
Fate 。。。
Is what we called the unknown existence of something 。。
Who affects the known the most 。。。
2011年8月28日星期日
2011年8月8日星期一
Another memory flip through 。。。
Not a very strange thing in life 。。。
We often think of what it was in the past 。。。
What happened in the past 。。。
Maybe it has made us happy 。。。
Or made us sad 。。。
Or just a important but not so important thing 。。。
As my mind travels back in time 。。。
“
In a peaceful morning 。。。
Right before dawn 。。。
The winds blow into my uniform 。。。
The freezing dew gather up on my watery face 。。。
I was standing at the bus stop 。。。
Blaming the bus for being late in my heart 。。。
Later on 。。。
I saw a caravan stopped in front of the bus stop 。。。
A little fairy step down the caravan and another said these words 。。。
{Take care of her ,thank you }
And so the bus came 。。。
”
The end is not important 。。。
It is the beginning 。。。
Which matters 。。。
We often think of what it was in the past 。。。
What happened in the past 。。。
Maybe it has made us happy 。。。
Or made us sad 。。。
Or just a important but not so important thing 。。。
As my mind travels back in time 。。。
“
In a peaceful morning 。。。
Right before dawn 。。。
The winds blow into my uniform 。。。
The freezing dew gather up on my watery face 。。。
I was standing at the bus stop 。。。
Blaming the bus for being late in my heart 。。。
Later on 。。。
I saw a caravan stopped in front of the bus stop 。。。
A little fairy step down the caravan and another said these words 。。。
{Take care of her ,thank you }
And so the bus came 。。。
”
The end is not important 。。。
It is the beginning 。。。
Which matters 。。。
2011年8月3日星期三
Dried up 。。。
Look into the mirror 。。。
How wretched I am 。。。
Look into my eyes 。。。
I saw guilty 。。。
I saw neither her nor myself 。。。
I saw us 。。。
At the very sudden my heart is twisted 。。。
Strongly twisted 。。。
But in another way 。。。
I can say that my heart has twisted me well。。。
It's not long since that Day 。。。
The same feeling has come to me again 。。。
I ask the skies 。。。
I ask the earth 。。。
I ask the bread 。。。
I ask the flowers 。。。
I ask the sun 。。。
I ask the moon 。。。
Am I "Medusa" -- like ?
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
Then what am I ?
Odyssey 。。。
No 。。。
Hades 。。。
No 。。。
Minos 。。。
No 。。。
Zues 。。。
No 。。。
Odyssey would travel for ten years around the world just to get back to his beloved wife 。。。
Hades would allow the man who seeks his wife even until the underworld to leave 。。。
Minos would choose to sacrifice Andromeda in order to save the whole country 。。。
And 。。。
Even though Zeus owns many he has the power to control all 。。。
Then 。。。
What am I 。。。
Ah 。。。
How are the seven sins now 。。。
Its seems that all of us have grown up 。。。
Standing up to face the world using our own ways 。。。
Through so many things 。。。
There are no ways to say it's who's fault 。。。
The end is we all grow 。。。
Thanks to you all 。。。
How wretched I am 。。。
Look into my eyes 。。。
I saw guilty 。。。
I saw neither her nor myself 。。。
I saw us 。。。
At the very sudden my heart is twisted 。。。
Strongly twisted 。。。
But in another way 。。。
I can say that my heart has twisted me well。。。
It's not long since that Day 。。。
The same feeling has come to me again 。。。
I ask the skies 。。。
I ask the earth 。。。
I ask the bread 。。。
I ask the flowers 。。。
I ask the sun 。。。
I ask the moon 。。。
Am I "Medusa" -- like ?
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
No 。。。
Then what am I ?
Odyssey 。。。
No 。。。
Hades 。。。
No 。。。
Minos 。。。
No 。。。
Zues 。。。
No 。。。
Odyssey would travel for ten years around the world just to get back to his beloved wife 。。。
Hades would allow the man who seeks his wife even until the underworld to leave 。。。
Minos would choose to sacrifice Andromeda in order to save the whole country 。。。
And 。。。
Even though Zeus owns many he has the power to control all 。。。
Then 。。。
What am I 。。。
Ah 。。。
How are the seven sins now 。。。
Its seems that all of us have grown up 。。。
Standing up to face the world using our own ways 。。。
Through so many things 。。。
There are no ways to say it's who's fault 。。。
The end is we all grow 。。。
Thanks to you all 。。。
2011年7月24日星期日
Voices that cannot be heard 。。。
On the very last day of the creation of the world 。。。
I dwell in the sea of letters 。。。
I searched through the sea and couldn't find a word that suits 。。。
Having a rest on an Island 。。。
At the blink of eye I saw it lying upon the shore 。。。
"我喜欢你” 。。。
No matter what we name it 。。。
The works of thy Hand 。。。
The tricks of thy Evil 。。。
It happened to be there 。。。
Within it I saw the past 。。。
Our past 。。。
How we endure 。。。
How we stand still against the Evil 。。。
So tight we are 。。。
So close we are 。。。
As one we are 。。。
I think we should 。。。
Try harder for each other once more 。。。
Don't give up so easily 。。。
Just 。。。
Love me 。。。
And I will love you 。。。
As the stars to the heaven 。。。
As the birds to the sky 。。。
As the dolphins to the ocean 。。。
As the mountains and As the seas 。。。
This is the Genesis 。。。
And this is the Revelation 。。。
I dwell in the sea of letters 。。。
I searched through the sea and couldn't find a word that suits 。。。
Having a rest on an Island 。。。
At the blink of eye I saw it lying upon the shore 。。。
"我喜欢你” 。。。
No matter what we name it 。。。
The works of thy Hand 。。。
The tricks of thy Evil 。。。
It happened to be there 。。。
Within it I saw the past 。。。
Our past 。。。
How we endure 。。。
How we stand still against the Evil 。。。
So tight we are 。。。
So close we are 。。。
As one we are 。。。
I think we should 。。。
Try harder for each other once more 。。。
Don't give up so easily 。。。
Just 。。。
Love me 。。。
And I will love you 。。。
As the stars to the heaven 。。。
As the birds to the sky 。。。
As the dolphins to the ocean 。。。
As the mountains and As the seas 。。。
This is the Genesis 。。。
And this is the Revelation 。。。
2011年7月21日星期四
爱情。。。
这应该算是第一次吧，把部落写到这样“浅显易懂”。可能是因为，觉得有些东西还是简单些比较好。写得复杂些，说穿了只是不想不关事的人看把自己的事看得太彻底。
常在想，两个人在一起，能够构成分手的原因有什么，能让他们一直走下去的又有什么。经过反复的思索，体育界没带衣服望着天空，半夜睡不着望这天花板，吃饱撑着时茫然地看着电视，得出来的答案都只环绕在一个“心”字上。两人有着同样的一颗心，向着同一个方向，就算遇到了什么阻碍，只要心的方向不变，最终两人还是会走在一起。不管两人互相偏离了多远，他们中间都还有着一颗心将他们牢牢地系在一起，随着时间的流过，这颗心像钓竿一般慢慢地将鱼线收回，最后两人再次站在彼此的身边。
一切都显得如此美好，但只要两人之间的这颗心在时间的路上不时的有些动摇，偶尔有些松散，这颗心能不能挺到最后就成了一个很大的问题了。两人离得远远的，这颗心慢慢地，一点一滴地把两人越拉越近，但如果两人之间出现了一棵树，而恰好让这颗心撞上，然后碎了呢？重要的心碎了，两人还凭借什么继续走呢？如果一颗心，能使两人像光射向无限远时我们所看到的“相交的平行线”一般的话，当没有了这颗心时，平行线还有可能相交吗？远远的看着，相同的平行线，就是不会再碰面了。
有人会说，“感情是可以培养的”，“在一起久了就会有感觉了”，“有没有感觉不重要，重要的是适不适合。”。真的是这样吗？感情的培养，不也是出自一颗想更进一步的心吗？日久生情的说法难道就不是建立在有发展意愿的基础上的吗？适不适合比较重要，想问一对没有感情基础的人会适合并且能适应对方吗？
心碎之后，试图将碎片重新拼起来，让他重新操作，继续像以前那样跳动，像以前那样系着两人，可能吗？答案恐怕很多，但大多数都是否定的吧。一颗心，碎了，就算是交给最最资深的陶匠，将它重新煅烧，上漆，打磨，七层，八层，在心上的某一个小角落上，还是能找到曾经失意破碎的痕迹。在那里，那颗心自私地将所有的记忆埋在隙缝里，装作填补了所有的伤痕。
陶匠用上了毕生的绝学，细心地打磨，不断地美化，虽然可贵，但他所能做的都只是表面的。一颗心破碎时，内部错综复杂的血管丛也随着一起碎成了无数个小碎片，而这些小碎片洒满了一地后，就消失了。它们去了哪里？这个问题的答案恐怕没有人知道。唯一知道的是，从此以后，不管两人多么的努力想挽救这一切，两人也不可能回到从前了。没有血管的心，不可能再次跳动起来，再次充满活力。
抛开大树，如果有一天，走在近乎互相平行的人生道路上，有其中一人觉得累了，于是想把那丝细细的线剪断了，那会发生什么事呢？一颗心重重地甩在了地上，碎了，破碎的痛使得另一人一头栽在了地上。一人若无其事地走了，继续寻找另一颗心，继续向另一条平行线靠近。而另一人，也许花了良久的时间，站了起来，拖着一颗破碎的心，一身的烂泥，继续向前走，也去寻找另一颗可靠近的心，也许就这样一直栽在那里了，从那以后不曾在起来过。
说了这样多，两个人，在一起，分开，都离不开那一颗在一起的心。其实一切都很简单，但是又很复杂。没有一条路上没有树，没有一个人没有想过要剪断那条线，但总有人没撞上那些树，没真正的剪下去。这又是为什么呢？
这又是为什么呢？
因为爱。
很多人问过，到底什么是爱情，什么是爱？
其实那并不重要。什么是爱情，什么是爱，并不会影响你得到它，也不会使得你失去它。一味的追求爱的解释而最后却没得到它的话，那知道了什么是爱又有什么意义呢？爱情，爱，重要的是我们从中得到了什么，又失去了什么，经历了什么，又学到了什么。曾经紧握的手，放开后，所有的曾经并不会变得毫无意义，反之，它让下一段感情充满更多色彩。
痛，因为肉被硬生生地撕开。。。
痛，因为曾经的信誓旦旦醉入大海。。。
痛，因为曾经互相拥有的不再拥有。。。
你。。。有看到的话，知道我想说的是什么吗？
Since the last time the rain stopped 。。。
I told myself that its time to let go 。。。
Its too late to hold me back 。。。
Why din't you hold me back when there is still time 。。。
Why you always like to wait 。。。
Or you just don't know what am I thinking of 。。。
Wait until I gave up 。。。
Wait until I am tired 。。。
Why the time you come are always too late 。。。
Why you will only start to love me when I have already stopped loving you 。。。
Take you time 。。。
Wait until your wounds are healed 。。。
Wait until your heart is cooled down 。。。
Take your time 。。。
And at last I want to say 。。。
I'm sorry 。。。
For another time 。。。
2011年7月12日星期二
Once again , a sleepy and sleepless night 。。。
For some reason 。。。
Once again we are in united 。。。
Problems are still there to be solved 。。。
Things are still here to be done 。。。
I wanted to ask 。。。
Why ?
Why are we trying to solve a problem that cannot be solved 。。。
And trying to do things that cannot be done 。。。
What I need are easy and simple 。。。
It's always the same 。。。
But it has never been fulfilled 。。。
If everything just keep going against us 。。
Why don't we just give it up 。。。
Maybe it is our fate 。。。
Once again I will say this 。。。
"It's too late to turn my head back "。。。
I really doubt what will happen if I turned away again 。。。
What I want is to be happy 。。。
And peace 。。。
Maybe I will do it again 。。。
Sometimes later 。。。
But not now 。。。
The time has not come 。。。
Just try to be patient and wait 。。。
When the time has come 。。。
Nothing will be left 。。。
I'm sorry my love 。。。
Our fate goes against us 。。。
Not because of us 。。。
But because of the things had came to us 。。。
I'm sorry 。。。
Once again we are in united 。。。
Problems are still there to be solved 。。。
Things are still here to be done 。。。
I wanted to ask 。。。
Why ?
Why are we trying to solve a problem that cannot be solved 。。。
And trying to do things that cannot be done 。。。
What I need are easy and simple 。。。
It's always the same 。。。
But it has never been fulfilled 。。。
If everything just keep going against us 。。
Why don't we just give it up 。。。
Maybe it is our fate 。。。
Once again I will say this 。。。
"It's too late to turn my head back "。。。
I really doubt what will happen if I turned away again 。。。
What I want is to be happy 。。。
And peace 。。。
Maybe I will do it again 。。。
Sometimes later 。。。
But not now 。。。
The time has not come 。。。
Just try to be patient and wait 。。。
When the time has come 。。。
Nothing will be left 。。。
I'm sorry my love 。。。
Our fate goes against us 。。。
Not because of us 。。。
But because of the things had came to us 。。。
I'm sorry 。。。
2011年6月8日星期三
Memories 。。。
Although it has passed 。。。
And all things had been sealed 。。。
In those awaken nights 。。。
Those memories still flows 。。。
How we used to be 。。。
And what we used to have 。。。
And it comes again a night which memories flow 。。。
Sad 。。。
Tired 。。。
Dreams 。。。
Ending 。。。
Leo auf de Libra 。。。
Just like it has jus happened in front of me again 。。。
And again 。。。
And again 。。。
Kisses 。。。
Hugs 。。。
Petting 。。。
Touches 。。。
Interation 。。。
Memories which smithed inside my heart 。。。
So deep 。。。
And 。。。
Now is the time 。。。
To seal it up again 。。。
In my name 。。。
They will never come again 。。。
For I am released 。。。
From the hell 。。。
To the heaven 。。。
And all things had been sealed 。。。
In those awaken nights 。。。
Those memories still flows 。。。
How we used to be 。。。
And what we used to have 。。。
And it comes again a night which memories flow 。。。
Sad 。。。
Tired 。。。
Dreams 。。。
Ending 。。。
Leo auf de Libra 。。。
Just like it has jus happened in front of me again 。。。
And again 。。。
And again 。。。
Kisses 。。。
Hugs 。。。
Petting 。。。
Touches 。。。
Interation 。。。
Memories which smithed inside my heart 。。。
So deep 。。。
And 。。。
Now is the time 。。。
To seal it up again 。。。
In my name 。。。
They will never come again 。。。
For I am released 。。。
From the hell 。。。
To the heaven 。。。
2011年5月24日星期二
Just the end 。。。
Nothing more to say here 。。。
Just to say Goodbye 。。。
And it ends here 。。。
All the memories will be stored here 。。。
All our past is be recorded here 。。。
Come 。。。
Its time to go on 。。。
It's so tricky that I never had mentioned her name her in this blog 。。
As a beautiful ending here 。。。
Lets put our name together for the last time 。。。
In the name of The Rain , The Star and The Bleach 。。。
This is the place 。。。
That the memories of Yves Hon and Melisa Tieu forever lies 。。。
For no one can interrupt the peace here 。。。
And no one can take away our memories here 。。。
Amen 。。。
Just to say Goodbye 。。。
And it ends here 。。。
All the memories will be stored here 。。。
All our past is be recorded here 。。。
Come 。。。
Its time to go on 。。。
It's so tricky that I never had mentioned her name her in this blog 。。
As a beautiful ending here 。。。
Lets put our name together for the last time 。。。
In the name of The Rain , The Star and The Bleach 。。。
This is the place 。。。
That the memories of Yves Hon and Melisa Tieu forever lies 。。。
For no one can interrupt the peace here 。。。
And no one can take away our memories here 。。。
Amen 。。。
2011年5月21日星期六
Permission 。。。
I've got the Permission 。。。
The Choice is mine now 。。。
When I was young 。。。
I though that once we have found our love ones 。。。
We will never try to have another one 。。。
But it seemed that I was wrong 。。。
I have grown up 。。。
I have found my love ones 。。。
Time goes by 。。。
And of many reasons 。。。
I started to think of leaving 。。。
I wanted to leave all thing behind 。。。
And have a new start 。。。
Not because of not loving 。。。
But because of the problems that came to us 。。。
I ain't a coward 。。。
But I am 。。。
I'm afraid of problems 。。。
I'm afraid of difficulties 。。。
I'm afraid of troubles 。。。
I am neither Hero nor Savior 。。。
I am just a Human Being 。。。
The rain is going to stop soon 。。。
My body was soaked with water 。。。
Even when this rain stops 。。。
The drops remain in me 。。。
But when time passes 。。。
It will dry up 。。。
I know it well enough 。。。
Sorry for the Rain 。。。
I long for your embrace 。。。
But I can no longer wait 。。。
For my legs are shaking 。。。
My hands are freezing 。。。
And my heart 。。。
My heart 。。。
Who knows 。。。
No one ever knows 。。。
Forgive me 。。。
For my selfishness 。。。
For my dishonest for so long 。。。
And for breaking my very own promise 。。。
That I will love you forever 。。。
Be with you 。。。
And will never leave you behind 。。。
I'm sorry 。。。
The Choice is mine now 。。。
When I was young 。。。
I though that once we have found our love ones 。。。
We will never try to have another one 。。。
But it seemed that I was wrong 。。。
I have grown up 。。。
I have found my love ones 。。。
Time goes by 。。。
And of many reasons 。。。
I started to think of leaving 。。。
I wanted to leave all thing behind 。。。
And have a new start 。。。
Not because of not loving 。。。
But because of the problems that came to us 。。。
I ain't a coward 。。。
But I am 。。。
I'm afraid of problems 。。。
I'm afraid of difficulties 。。。
I'm afraid of troubles 。。。
I am neither Hero nor Savior 。。。
I am just a Human Being 。。。
The rain is going to stop soon 。。。
My body was soaked with water 。。。
Even when this rain stops 。。。
The drops remain in me 。。。
But when time passes 。。。
It will dry up 。。。
I know it well enough 。。。
Sorry for the Rain 。。。
I long for your embrace 。。。
But I can no longer wait 。。。
For my legs are shaking 。。。
My hands are freezing 。。。
And my heart 。。。
My heart 。。。
Who knows 。。。
No one ever knows 。。。
Forgive me 。。。
For my selfishness 。。。
For my dishonest for so long 。。。
And for breaking my very own promise 。。。
That I will love you forever 。。。
Be with you 。。。
And will never leave you behind 。。。
I'm sorry 。。。
2011年5月19日星期四
My Heart 。。。
My Heart 。。。
Softened 。。。
Every time the voice pass comes into my mind 。。。
It is just a simple thing 。。。
But I swallowed it in 。。。
Again and again 。。。
Again and again 。。。
Not much can be say now 。。。
Decision has to be made 。。。
The only difference is of When 。。。
And of How 。。。
Softened 。。。
Every time the voice pass comes into my mind 。。。
It is just a simple thing 。。。
But I swallowed it in 。。。
Again and again 。。。
Again and again 。。。
Not much can be say now 。。。
Decision has to be made 。。。
The only difference is of When 。。。
And of How 。。。
2011年5月12日星期四
Stones in the River 。。。
We are like stones in the river 。。。
Always having crush with each other。。。
The pain deep within makes us glow on the outside 。。。
We are like stones in the river 。。。
Trying our best to defend ourselves 。。。
Even though underneath the hardest Face 。。。
Its the softest Heart 。。。
Oh , how i loved you 。。。
Oh , how i missed you 。。。
You are the apple of my eye 。。。
But of how you ignored me 。。。
And how you neglected me 。。。
And you run away from me 。。。
Saying 。。。
You are the apple of my eye 。。。
What you are to me is what water is to fish 。。。
Even though I can't see you 。。。
Your love embrace me always 。。。
And for what you are to me is what water is to fish 。。。
Even though I am always beside you 。。。
We never are together 。。。
We never were 。。。
We never will 。。。
Is it true 。。。
The rain is going to stop 。。。
Very soon 。。。
Do you really treasure every drop of our rain 。。。
I hardly believe 。。。
But I choose to 。。。
For you are the apple of my eye 。。。
Always having crush with each other。。。
The pain deep within makes us glow on the outside 。。。
We are like stones in the river 。。。
Trying our best to defend ourselves 。。。
Even though underneath the hardest Face 。。。
Its the softest Heart 。。。
Oh , how i loved you 。。。
Oh , how i missed you 。。。
You are the apple of my eye 。。。
But of how you ignored me 。。。
And how you neglected me 。。。
And you run away from me 。。。
Saying 。。。
You are the apple of my eye 。。。
What you are to me is what water is to fish 。。。
Even though I can't see you 。。。
Your love embrace me always 。。。
And for what you are to me is what water is to fish 。。。
Even though I am always beside you 。。。
We never are together 。。。
We never were 。。。
We never will 。。。
Is it true 。。。
The rain is going to stop 。。。
Very soon 。。。
Do you really treasure every drop of our rain 。。。
I hardly believe 。。。
But I choose to 。。。
For you are the apple of my eye 。。。
2011年4月28日星期四
珍惜吗。。。
你说。。。
风向就要变了。。。
雨。。。
可能无法一直下了。。。
要努力地收集雨水。。。
但是。。。
你有吗。。。
Walking on a bumpee road 。。。
Holding my battle staff 。。。
Casting different meaningless magic 。。。
Fire Bolt 。。。
Frost Bolt 。。。
Arcane Charge 。。。
Facing different Demons 。。。
I never stopped having the magic 。。。
"
Message of Light 。。。
"
I really wonder 。。。
If I had chosen the School of Necromancy other than the School of Light 。。。
Will "She" ever have a " Message of Light " for me 。。。
For times I realise that I am always the Giver 。。。
And "She" is always the Reciever 。。。
I am so tired of this 。。。
How much mana i have left 。。。
And how long can I last 。。。
If my support never comes 。。。
I will have to give up 。。。
Not of myself 。。。
Not of "She" 。。。
But of the sake of a uncarried heart 。。。
风向就要变了。。。
雨。。。
可能无法一直下了。。。
要努力地收集雨水。。。
但是。。。
你有吗。。。
Walking on a bumpee road 。。。
Holding my battle staff 。。。
Casting different meaningless magic 。。。
Fire Bolt 。。。
Frost Bolt 。。。
Arcane Charge 。。。
Facing different Demons 。。。
I never stopped having the magic 。。。
"
Message of Light 。。。
"
I really wonder 。。。
If I had chosen the School of Necromancy other than the School of Light 。。。
Will "She" ever have a " Message of Light " for me 。。。
For times I realise that I am always the Giver 。。。
And "She" is always the Reciever 。。。
I am so tired of this 。。。
How much mana i have left 。。。
And how long can I last 。。。
If my support never comes 。。。
I will have to give up 。。。
Not of myself 。。。
Not of "She" 。。。
But of the sake of a uncarried heart 。。。
2011年4月6日星期三
前方的未来。。。
身处时间的洪流中。。。
唯一不能做的。。。
就是停滞不前。。。
你可以往前。。。
你可以往后。。。
就是不能停着。。。
改变。。。
往往伴随着惊喜。。。
惊喜。。。
也往往伴随着一些副产品。。。
血的代价。。。
时间的洪流中。。。
七大原罪。。。
崩溃了。。。
位置不再重要。。。
世界变大了。。。
神说。。。
他会为我开路。。。
新月两次了。。。
狼与蝙蝠的血液在血管中。。。
挣扎。。。
狼人。。。
吸血鬼。。。
终究还是会变。。。
吧。。。
还是。。。
会有奇迹。。。
自体免疫能力。。。
病毒无法入侵。。。
得以保持人身。。。
人。。。
真是伟大。。。
伟大的潘金莲。。。
伟大。。。
视而不见最贴切。。。
We grow when we gets hurt。。。
And we hurt people as we grow。。。
That's the way the world is。。。
伟大潘金莲。。。
Be mature。。。
Its so funny seeing u hanging around。。。
Going nowhere doing nothing but act like an idiot。。。
For too long I have not heard these three complicated word。。。
Not of the word itself。。。
But of the memory within。。。
"GOH SIEW LING "
唯一不能做的。。。
就是停滞不前。。。
你可以往前。。。
你可以往后。。。
就是不能停着。。。
改变。。。
往往伴随着惊喜。。。
惊喜。。。
也往往伴随着一些副产品。。。
血的代价。。。
时间的洪流中。。。
七大原罪。。。
崩溃了。。。
位置不再重要。。。
世界变大了。。。
神说。。。
他会为我开路。。。
新月两次了。。。
狼与蝙蝠的血液在血管中。。。
挣扎。。。
狼人。。。
吸血鬼。。。
终究还是会变。。。
吧。。。
还是。。。
会有奇迹。。。
自体免疫能力。。。
病毒无法入侵。。。
得以保持人身。。。
人。。。
真是伟大。。。
伟大的潘金莲。。。
伟大。。。
视而不见最贴切。。。
We grow when we gets hurt。。。
And we hurt people as we grow。。。
That's the way the world is。。。
伟大潘金莲。。。
Be mature。。。
Its so funny seeing u hanging around。。。
Going nowhere doing nothing but act like an idiot。。。
For too long I have not heard these three complicated word。。。
Not of the word itself。。。
But of the memory within。。。
"GOH SIEW LING "
2011年3月15日星期二
And so it comes...
For so long I've been waiting...
And now...
The time has come for me to choose...
To make a decision...
I am now standing in font of a T junction ...
With neither left or right also another T junction in the end...
It is clear that one of them is better...
And I know which one is better...
At least for now...
As a right-hand writer...
I used to choose left for everything as for direction...
The powerful head of the Seven Sin...
The Pride will abandon me...
If the choice is left...
And things goes hard...
But indeed...
It leads to a great fortune...
The appears deep in my flesh...
My spirit...
My soul...
My heart...
Everything of myself...
Will abandon me...
If the choice is right...
For some reason...
It leads to a fortune full of happiness....
But it will never be the best choice,,,
For me...
For us...
Every story begins with a beginning...
And ends with a ending...
We who started our story...
Will end it as a purpose...
And then another story begins...
Somewhere and someday around the world...
"Will we ever be friends again?"...
"No one ever knows..."...
"Could we?"...
"No,Maybe Not"...
"But why?"...
"Because it hurts."...
Deep inside the heart of every single man...
There is a place for every women they had ever loved...
Once the place is there...
It will never disappear...
Even though were much illustrated by time...
And become smaller and smaller...
Thinner and thinner...
It will never disappear...
It will never be gone...
Until the end of the road...
When its time to let go...
And to die...
Love includes respect...
And love includes sacrifices...
And so it be...
I Love You...
In my heart...
There will always be a place for you...
Even if that in the end...
Pride has abandon me...
And someones else took over her place...
And now...
The time has come for me to choose...
To make a decision...
I am now standing in font of a T junction ...
With neither left or right also another T junction in the end...
It is clear that one of them is better...
And I know which one is better...
At least for now...
As a right-hand writer...
I used to choose left for everything as for direction...
The powerful head of the Seven Sin...
The Pride will abandon me...
If the choice is left...
And things goes hard...
But indeed...
It leads to a great fortune...
The appears deep in my flesh...
My spirit...
My soul...
My heart...
Everything of myself...
Will abandon me...
If the choice is right...
For some reason...
It leads to a fortune full of happiness....
But it will never be the best choice,,,
For me...
For us...
Every story begins with a beginning...
And ends with a ending...
We who started our story...
Will end it as a purpose...
And then another story begins...
Somewhere and someday around the world...
"Will we ever be friends again?"...
"No one ever knows..."...
"Could we?"...
"No,Maybe Not"...
"But why?"...
"Because it hurts."...
Deep inside the heart of every single man...
There is a place for every women they had ever loved...
Once the place is there...
It will never disappear...
Even though were much illustrated by time...
And become smaller and smaller...
Thinner and thinner...
It will never disappear...
It will never be gone...
Until the end of the road...
When its time to let go...
And to die...
Love includes respect...
And love includes sacrifices...
And so it be...
I Love You...
In my heart...
There will always be a place for you...
Even if that in the end...
Pride has abandon me...
And someones else took over her place...
2011年3月4日星期五
2011年2月8日星期二
新年假期。。。
今年的新年。。。
好寂寞啊。。。
真的。。。
真希望有人陪。。。
看戏。。。
吃饭。。。
走街。。。
手牵手。。。
搂着。。。
有时候。。。
一些希望。。。
其实是非常简单的。。。
可很多时候。。。
这样简单的事。。。
却不曾有过。。。
朋友。。。
说到底。。。
也只是朋友。。。
能力有限。。。
能做的。。。
只有这样多。。。
到最后。。。
还是要自己来。。。
出游的一天。。。
船下。。。
金鱼成对的游过来。。。
突然心里一阵刺痛。。。
虽然那只是曾经有过的。。。
不成熟。。。
又多余的。。。
一种感情。。。
但它。。。
在那一瞬间。。。
也确确实实地。。。
轻轻的刺到了。。。
心上脆弱的一点。。。
回过头想想。。。
啊。。。
我们都长大了。。。
对吧。。。
我们都有自己的路。。。
过去的。。。
以前的。。。
就过去吧。。。
从今以后。。。
就让它在时间的洪流里。。。
慢慢地由碎片。。。
化为粉末吧。。。
好寂寞啊。。。
真的。。。
真希望有人陪。。。
看戏。。。
吃饭。。。
走街。。。
手牵手。。。
搂着。。。
有时候。。。
一些希望。。。
其实是非常简单的。。。
可很多时候。。。
这样简单的事。。。
却不曾有过。。。
朋友。。。
说到底。。。
也只是朋友。。。
能力有限。。。
能做的。。。
只有这样多。。。
到最后。。。
还是要自己来。。。
出游的一天。。。
船下。。。
金鱼成对的游过来。。。
突然心里一阵刺痛。。。
虽然那只是曾经有过的。。。
不成熟。。。
又多余的。。。
一种感情。。。
但它。。。
在那一瞬间。。。
也确确实实地。。。
轻轻的刺到了。。。
心上脆弱的一点。。。
回过头想想。。。
啊。。。
我们都长大了。。。
对吧。。。
我们都有自己的路。。。
过去的。。。
以前的。。。
就过去吧。。。
从今以后。。。
就让它在时间的洪流里。。。
慢慢地由碎片。。。
化为粉末吧。。。
2011年2月2日星期三
无谓的新年。。。
I just want to have a peaceful Chinese New Year...
What's the point to have a bunch of people that you don't even met before...
To come to your house on Chinese New Year...
Or the day before...
Why don't we just stay at home and have our own time...
It's such a "brilliant" idea to have this plan...
Calling a bunch of people that I dun know to come just for eating...
Looking at others blog...
Sometimes will have such kind of thinking...
"Why are they so sensitive..."
About everything...
If I am given three wishes...
First will be "peace"...
Second will be "love"...
And the third will be "dream"...
Writing about nonsense...
许XX。。。
陈美云。。。
李凯欣。。。
张宝欣。。。
吴秀玲。。。
林安琪。。。
李XX。。。
七个女生。。。
有着不同的意义。。。
Gluttony。。。
Sloth。。。
Envy。。。
Pride。。。
Lust。。。
Greed。。。
Envy。。。
Wrath。。。
暴食。。。
怠惰。。。
嫉妒。。。
傲慢。。。
色欲。。。
强欲。。。
愤怒。。。
What's the point to have a bunch of people that you don't even met before...
To come to your house on Chinese New Year...
Or the day before...
Why don't we just stay at home and have our own time...
It's such a "brilliant" idea to have this plan...
Calling a bunch of people that I dun know to come just for eating...
Looking at others blog...
Sometimes will have such kind of thinking...
"Why are they so sensitive..."
About everything...
If I am given three wishes...
First will be "peace"...
Second will be "love"...
And the third will be "dream"...
Writing about nonsense...
许XX。。。
陈美云。。。
李凯欣。。。
张宝欣。。。
吴秀玲。。。
林安琪。。。
李XX。。。
七个女生。。。
有着不同的意义。。。
Gluttony。。。
Sloth。。。
Envy。。。
Pride。。。
Lust。。。
Greed。。。
Envy。。。
Wrath。。。
暴食。。。
怠惰。。。
嫉妒。。。
傲慢。。。
色欲。。。
强欲。。。
愤怒。。。
2011年1月25日星期二
A Boring Night
The one who provides sperms in order to produce me has came back...
He is such a junk...
In my eyes...
Same as me...
Sometimes only...
I often win...
Or draw...
And he is leaving this friday...
Hurray!!!
For times I found that the only reason I am still calling him "Father"...
Is "Money" I guest...
I feel like can't find any other reason for it...
It sounds cruel ...
But its true for me...
For so long ...
I never come out with a new post...
Thoughts often flash through my mind...
I always think that I would like to write them down...
But when i get back to my house and sit infront of my computer...
All of them suddenly disappeared...
I am runing out of time...
For everything...
Not including about my life of course...
He is such a junk...
In my eyes...
Same as me...
Sometimes only...
I often win...
Or draw...
And he is leaving this friday...
Hurray!!!
For times I found that the only reason I am still calling him "Father"...
Is "Money" I guest...
I feel like can't find any other reason for it...
It sounds cruel ...
But its true for me...
For so long ...
I never come out with a new post...
Thoughts often flash through my mind...
I always think that I would like to write them down...
But when i get back to my house and sit infront of my computer...
All of them suddenly disappeared...
I am runing out of time...
For everything...
Not including about my life of course...
2010年12月25日星期六
Christmas Night...
As always...
Christmas night gives me the same feelings...
For too long I have been waiting...
and for too long I have been disappointed...
Lonely...
Desperate...
Teror...
Temptation...
Burns within the Ring...
And for this time...
The Arcane Magic dosen't works...
The Ring ...
The Doll...
Is far away from me...
How long more...
To the end...
How long more...
For the end to come...
Today is a rainy day...
Wherever I go...
Its Raining...
Its the same for what happens in my heart...
I love you...
My Rain...
As always...
Love me also...
And don't ever leave me...
Forever and ever...
I do...
Christmas night gives me the same feelings...
For too long I have been waiting...
and for too long I have been disappointed...
Lonely...
Desperate...
Teror...
Temptation...
Burns within the Ring...
And for this time...
The Arcane Magic dosen't works...
The Ring ...
The Doll...
Is far away from me...
How long more...
To the end...
How long more...
For the end to come...
Today is a rainy day...
Wherever I go...
Its Raining...
Its the same for what happens in my heart...
I love you...
My Rain...
As always...
Love me also...
And don't ever leave me...
Forever and ever...
I do...
2010年12月21日星期二
我的雨天。。。虚无。。。
“很严重？”。。。
“很复杂”。。。
“我睡先”。。。
“到家和我说”。。。
“晚安”。。。
雨水滴答滴答的声音。。。
回响在我心里。。。
尘土飞扬。。。
黄沙四起。。。
吹得我遍体鳞伤。。。
你在哪里？
你在哪里？
你在哪里？
心中一阵阵的痛。。。
我的雨天。。。
你在哪里。。。
在我最需要你的时候。。。
你在哪里。。。
“不用担心啦”。。。
“没事的”。。。
“别怕”。。。
“回到家好好休息”。。。
“你有受伤吗”。。。
“妈妈怎样了”。。。
“不要紧张”。。。
“有报警吗”。。。
“撞到那个人怎样了”。。。
“有麻烦吗”。。。
真的。。。
连一句都没想过吗。。。
就算只是在脑海中闪过。。。
真的吗。。。
你能给我的。。。
就只有这些吗。。。
我爱你。。。
真的爱你。。。
今天。。。
我。。。
因为爱你而心痛。。。
因为爱你而失落。。。
因为爱你而难过。。。
我爱你。。。
“很复杂”。。。
“我睡先”。。。
“到家和我说”。。。
“晚安”。。。
雨水滴答滴答的声音。。。
回响在我心里。。。
尘土飞扬。。。
黄沙四起。。。
吹得我遍体鳞伤。。。
你在哪里？
你在哪里？
你在哪里？
心中一阵阵的痛。。。
我的雨天。。。
你在哪里。。。
在我最需要你的时候。。。
你在哪里。。。
“不用担心啦”。。。
“没事的”。。。
“别怕”。。。
“回到家好好休息”。。。
“你有受伤吗”。。。
“妈妈怎样了”。。。
“不要紧张”。。。
“有报警吗”。。。
“撞到那个人怎样了”。。。
“有麻烦吗”。。。
真的。。。
连一句都没想过吗。。。
就算只是在脑海中闪过。。。
真的吗。。。
你能给我的。。。
就只有这些吗。。。
我爱你。。。
真的爱你。。。
今天。。。
我。。。
因为爱你而心痛。。。
因为爱你而失落。。。
因为爱你而难过。。。
我爱你。。。
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