The very same track, when the same breeze hit you on the face but in a very different night, you will begin to think, what's changed? Almost just one month ago, yet it felt like a life time ago. Isn't it complicated? Human life. What's changed?
Most of the time, people seek spiritual shelter instead of a real two-way emotional connection with one another, a huge delusion when people thought that they've fallen for someone. There are no real ways to know when is which or which is which, only time. But time hurts, as it goes on.
Every decision we have made is a sealed deal, brood an endless trail of consequences, how could we not regret for many or some of them when it could have been different?
Sometimes I regretted breaking up with some of them for there were still some preciously good things when it happened.
There're more and more I can never mention here.
How long more will I be coming back for this?
I wonder.
Yves.
