Butterfly 。。。

  Hey, Hi there. It's me. Not sure if you're still out there to see, just happen to have something to say.

  Although this might be fate, exactly a year precised to day, like a curse. Kept from the light, to the world we never existed. Still fresh and new, 22th March, cookies on the bus, where everything began. Romantic, Lunatic, Wild. The smell on your hair, the sense of your touch. It hurts, waking up knowing it was just another dream after many many of them.

  Time flew like a butterfly, carried away your passion and serenity.  

  That day on that bridge, was the moment closest to human I've ever had.

  Unfortunately, we were never meant to be anything more. 

  Or say faith was lost. 

  Youth, a time when everyone was blind, foolish yet pure.

  When eyes spark of excitement and anticipation. 

  To be devoured and consumed, willingly. 

  

  One more word and I'll be doomed. The rest shall be kept in the little journal that no one will ever get to read. 

  Just regrets and all. It could have been different.

  It could have been.

Yves

Fear 。。。

  Buzz killing feelings. The good thing about being miserable is that anything worse won't bring much surprise. Yet who would prefer to be miserable forever? Although bad things weren't meant to happen. They do happen.

  It's been peaceful recently, everything is smooth, everything is fine. Just too fine.

  Glass can be pretty solid, hard to break. But once there's a crack, you can break it into half just by a little push. There was a experiment on cracking a human skull, scientists tried everything they know with nothing positive. At the end it was a tiny little seed which finished the job. By planting it on top of the skull and once it blossomed the force cracked the entire skull.

  It seems that always looking out for that little waiting-to-grow seed is the utmost important thing to do, but making sure that we are not the ones planting them is even more important.

  Been talking to friends yesterday about when relationship outliving love. When being together just for the sake of being together. Although so weird a situation, they thought it was totally fine.

  It is a fear deep inside that something might go wrong and screw everything up. That fear.

                                                                                                                                 

  Sometimes one having lots of experiences is good but sometimes, it entangles, slows, frightens.



Yves.