Facts 。。。

  A long day left behind. Home now, sledging on my couch, without my glasses. It seems that I tend to be more emotional without them. 

  An idea came to mind on the taxi just now. Is remembering everything in a relationship an obligation for those involved? Although everyone knows that no one can remember everything perfectly, still they feel disappointed when something that was expected to be remembered wasn't. That's the point where everything began. "I thought I've told you before?".

  The interesting part is that people would apologize for that, feel guilty and even sad for that despite knowing the fact, that no one is perfect. 

  The need to feel important through occupying places in others' mind is very important to human beings. It also helps human beings seek their own value and existence. Feeling being forgotten or overlooked is like a crushing blow to it especially when in a relationship, He/She is everything and everything. 

  It's a fact that relationships were tore down bit by bit silently through small and simple things. It happened a lot in the past. Still not sure how to deal with it.

  Many say that growing up means that you begin to care less and feel less, impacts and changes becomes less destructive. Like the dragon's tongue, you cannot lie with it, but you can choose which side of the truth to tell. The truth is, growing up means that you begin to know that there's a reason for everything and be able to accept it.

Yves.

11.52 p.m 。。。

  Well it's 11:52 p.m now, it's been a long two-day time with friends, interesting chit-chat, great time recalling those timeless years. 

  Were asked this question frequently recently, "How many more times can we sit down like this and just talk and laugh?" You see we don't really ask these kind of question in high school. Those were days when we thought that time is something only thing we have too much, when all seemed too far away. It's interesting that about situations and circumstances, good or bad, were often decided after the event not before. So the question is what difference does it make to the future if it has already past? Good or bad? Some would say it's to be an experience or record for future judgement and decision. But then the recorded human history has been at least 5000 years, why is human not perfect yet?

  Time to go, I've only a shower time. Gute Nacht.

Yves

  

Train of Thoughts 。。。

  Today on the bus, I thought of so many things, things that I shouldn't be thinking about, things that might be another prime factor of the future.

  Those so-called "contemporary" songs they produce nowadays are so contagious and dangerous. The aim is already not to explore and introduce the essence of music but just to easily bring people into the specific emotional state that they will invoke by themselves everything else that is necessary. Though this success should not be overlooked but the harm it brings is too vast. People make bad decision when they're upset, down, emotionally unstable and ruin the good things in their life.

  I should be more careful next time.

在一起 。。。

  又过去几天了，短短的一个周末，好多东西改变了。

  短短的三天两个晚上，深深地，不知道是羡慕还是嫉妒。一家人在一起，就算是一起躺着什么也不做也是一种奢侈。一家人开开心心地吃饭，没有仇恨，是很幸福的事。那天晚上坐在位子上，一边吃着就在想，平凡的生活，还真是幸福。

  第二天的早上接到一封信息，还真的以为是在做梦。

  曾经幻想过很多次，不同的情况，不同的方式。没想到，就这样发生了。已经不记得是从哪一个点上，开始有着那种感觉，那至少这次要记得是在这个点上，本来在至少十年后才可能会发生的事奇迹性的穿越时空来到现在，然后发生了。（31/05/2014，凌晨 06:38 )

  难得的一次机会，希望不会以失败告终，希望，我们已经足够成熟来面对。